hi john i have got zakieboy kyle and rian well steven and karl have them . have had another bad day to day i am find ng it very hard in come ng to term with u going . its like the song if i could turn back the had s of time i would if only u can u would b here with me darl ng .. all i do is the min i open my eyes i cant stop cry ng i am a complete mess john i will always love u helen xxxx