hi john i am not handle ng u going i cant cope evey thing is get ng to much for me . they r still want ng rent of me wat am i going to do it realy hard i miss u so much i wish u could show me ur here with me another day s here and i am only going through the motion s u know wat i meen i lve u so so much i am hurt ng the pain is so bad i wish i was up there with u but never mind love i have got to go speak to u later xxxxxhelen