hi john how r u to day its been a month since u left me and i misss u so so much .it hurt me i know u r in no pain now love .we all love and miss u zakieboy talk s bout u all the time and rian is rian he ask s me why i am so sad and wen he say is it grand dad i say yes lauren s to young and not seen kyle or rhiannon but i saw kelly she was very up set wiil talk to u later xxxxhelen