hi john derek phone d me to day to c how i am . i told him that the light s has gone out since u went away . i feel realy lost with out u darling . my heart is broken i feel it will never mend i talk to u all the time . i hope u r look ng after every body my dad baby john ur mum norrie and frank u all will b have ng a daft carry on and afeww drinks u will keep them all going with ur chat no doubt xi miss u so much john i know ur watch ng over me . some news for u mags i think is pregnant karl s still here with me not sure wats going on with him and kimmie i just let them get in with it talk to u to morro love u always helen nite nite xxx