hello john its been 2 weeks since u left me and its very hard to come to terms with my loss. but the boys have been great they have not left me on my own but i will have to learn to stay my self missie is been lost with out u .i miss u so much . i am lost with out u darling every body been so kind there not a min that goes by ur always in my thoughts john tslk to u to morro nite nite xxxxx